The word Mother is a synonym for so many words it is incredible.

A Doctor, the many cuts, bruises & aches every child gets

is an emergency & must be attended to.

With a motherly kiss & a questioning 'Is it all better?'

The ailment which was such a tragedy only a moment before,is no longer a problem.

A Comforter, after a nightmare, a mother's embrace while singing

Amazing Grace, assuring her child all is well & the child is no longer afraid.

A Chef, the meals thrice daily always must be tended to,

each an intriguing balance of minerals, vitamins, proteins & who knows what else, but mother.

A Detective, when a favorite puppy or blanket is missing,

Mother is on the case.

If the item is to be found, it is cause for celebration,

perhaps a chocolate chip? But if the lost item is gone,

Mother is there with an encouraging embrace & a sincere 'I am sorry.'

A Beautician, there with the perfect necklace,

or pin to complete the ultimate dress-up outfit.

A Decorator for when her baby

is now a teenager in need of more mature surroundings.

And most importantly, a Mother.

My Mother.

All these words and more are true in describing the word 'Mother',

but can not come close to describing the actual person who performs the job.

Awe, which is the feeling you get thinking about your mother

and what a special person she is.

She always says or does the right thing.

A surprise awaking on your birthday with her sitting on your bed whispering

'Happy Birthday!'

A quiet, loving embrace when a dear friend or pet dies.

An excited 'Yes!' when you won your first horse show ribbon.

A forgiving hug after you throw a temper-tantrum & you realize

what you did.A quiet

'Goodnight, I love you.' At bedtime.

The confiding about your first real crush.

Mother I can't thank you enough for being you.

The times you've said 'I've failed!' That is never so.

All it is, is another learning experience.

No one can be you but you.

Thank you for being a mother to me.

I Love You.

The Perfect Minutes

The table was long, cold, and perfectly shaped. My mom laid there perfectly still. She didn't feel the pain of the long perfect blade, slicing into her small white stomach in a perfect line. I cautiously stood behind the perfect looking doctors in their perfectly comfy scrubs, perfectly green and clThe table was long, cold, and perfectly shaped. My mom laid there perfectly still. She didn't feel the pain of the long perfect blade, slicing into her small white stomach in a perfect line. I cautiously stood behind the perfect looking doctors in their perfectly comfy scrubs, perfectly green and clean. I saw the perfect scarlet blood soaking up into the perfect white cloth. My heart began to thump so perfectly hard. I looked in a daze at the perfectly squeaky clean room. I didn't know what my mom and I were getting into. The small, perfect male doctor reached into the perfect hole in my mom's stomach. He clenched onto a small perfect child. He cautiously pulled out a perfect baby girl. My heart stopped as perfect tears of joy, flowed down my face. Her perfect little cries rang through my ears like a shotgun. Her perfect little toes curled up as her perfect frog legs bounced up to her tummy since she was perfectly breech. Her perfect black eyes stared at me. In just ten perfect minutes, I had witnessed the birth of a perfect new life, come intean. I saw the perfect scarlet blood soaking up into the perfect white cloth. My heart began to thump so perfectly hard. I looked in a daze at the perfectly squeaky clean room. I didn't know what my mom and I were getting into. The small, perfect male doctor reached into the perfect hole in my mom's stomach. He clenched onto a small perfect child. He cautiously pulled out a perfect baby girl. My heart stopped as perfect tears of joy, flowed down my face. Her perfect little cries rang through my ears like a shotgun. Her perfect little toes curled up as her perfect frog legs bounced up to her tummy since she was perfectly breech. Her perfect black eyes stared at me. In just ten perfect minutes, I had witnessed the birth of a perfect new life, come into an unperfect new world.

cinta..sering hadir menambahkan luka...mudah pergi ketika kita mmrlukannya..ia hadir tidak ku dugaia pergi tanpa ku rela...setiap permulaan perhubungandirantai dengan janji2..digantung dengan kata2 manisdiselit sekeping coretan masa depan..dan disertai kabus kasih syg..stinggi langit x terjangkau pandanganseseksa bumi menerima hakisansebigitu lah juga kita,x terjangkau lmbasan masa depanx tertahan mnggung cnta yg x kesampaian..sejauh mana kata2 dpt membuktikan?seluas mana kasih syg dpt mmbhgiakansecantik mana kata2 yg dihiaskan..?hubungan penuh dengan kepalsuan..coretan masa silam bagai byg2..bersambung dgn diri ketika cahaya menyinarinmun ia juga plg jauh dri realiti..wlau sesaat ia xkan kembali..

inside

Inside my heart I can hear a voice

Scream out make me pain

'Love them,,Love them,,Love them...'

I was can't realize why I should hear it

Some firefly give my a light

No, it's not enough, it's too small

Then someboy give me a little candle

I can see some thing arround me

But I'm still feeling could

Then some people come and hugh me

I don't know who they are, and

I don't know where they come from

They just silent and hugh me

Voice inside my heart scream out louder and louder

I run but I can't

So, I try to understand

Their positition in my time

I am who I am

To be the perfect girl, I should be do the risk..
I shoul socialize to other person
I should understand the heart
I should hear the voice inside of me and other person
I should decide depend on the real and heart

and the most important I should be my self

Apapun

Bunda,
Beta tau bunda sayang beta lebih dari segalanya
Beta tau bunda korbankan nyawa untuk beta
Beta tau bunda adalah orang pertama yang menyentuh kulit beta

Bunda,
Mawar adalah merah
Anggrek adalah ungu, dan
Senyum adalah cinta bunda

Bunda,
Selama nyawa ini masih bersatu
Maka selama itu pula beta berusaha
Menjadi anak bunda yang kasih

Kasih rasa sayang menjelma embun
Merembes pada sanubari yang dalam
Saat beta tidur terlelap
Bunda membawakanku pada mimpi dan harap
Dalam hangatnya pangkuan dan pelukmu

maaf bgt

maaf bgt buat kakak kelasku yang dulu anak xi ipa 7..

maaf bgt aku kasar..bukan maksud aku untuk menolak mentah2..tapi memang belum saatnya dan jujur saja aku belum mampu menyesuaikan kondisi..maaf bgt

Rasakan

Heh kamu tuh sokbgt seh..mending kalo kamu tuh jago uteknya,,cakep,,putih kayakdaniel rad..orang kamu tuh item jelek gendut..rawon bgt lo..

sekolah nggak pernah masuk..sukurin kamu kena inceran guru..kamu itu pngecut bgt..masa ngadepin gue aja pake ngajuin cewek mu yang centil itu..apalagi ngadepn b******,,ehh malah ngajakin genk lo..ketauan kan kalokamu tuh pengecut !!

cewek lo juga,,mau aja lo pacarin..apalagi ngemis2demi balikan lagi..ihhh apa sih bagusnya elo??gadismu itu,,ehh,,bukan gadis,,bekas,,kan udah lo raba2..udah nggak V lg..hahaha..yyekk koen kemproh..iyo..pacarmu iku aneh..

kalian juga aneh..kalian sama2 jelek..masih pacaran..tapi sama2 selingkuh..apa udah janjian ya??dasar nggak V !!! cihhhh..jorok !!!


(buat kamu atlit yang bego)

Naomi..
aku tuh jhadd yah??harusnya aku seneng dengan keputusanmu yang baik buatmu..tapi kenapa aku malah benci..aku nggak rela..nggak mau..

aku tuh egois bgt yah??kenapa aku nggak mikir nasib kamu nanti..aku nggak mau kamu pergi..aku nggak suka..

aku bukan teman yang baik..aku nggak bisa nahan emosi..

ternyata begini rasanya..

lagu ini...aku waktu beberapa bulan yang lalu untuk seseorang yang pernah berusaha untukku

Kini ku sesali
Nyata cintamu kasih
Tak sempat terbaca hatiku
Malah terabai olehku
Lelah ku sembunyi
Tutupi maksud hati
Yang justru hidup karenamu
Dan bisa mati tanpamu
Andai saja aku masih punya
Kesempatan kedua
Pasti akan ku hapuskan lukamu
Menjagamu, memberimu segenap cinta
Ku sadari tak selayaknya
Selalu penuh kecewa
Kau lebih pantas bahagia
Bahagia karena cintaku

Kau bawa bersamamu
Sebelah hatiku separuh jiwaku
Yang mampu sempurnakan aku

Kehilangan

Aku tau setiap sesuatu ada resiko
Aku sudah tau sejak aku kenal kamu dan tau asalmu
Kelak akan ada suatu yang pisah
Tapi aku hanya buang pikiran buruk itu

Kamu selalu buat aku kesal
Entah dengan tingkahmu atau suaramu
Yang takkunjung reda meski semenit
Hari-hari kau selalu buat ulah
Hingga akupun terbiasa oleh kekesalan ini

Sugguh aku belum bisa terima keputusan ini
Sungguh aku akan merasa kehilangan
Kehilangan lagi

Aku akan kehilangan kekesalan ini

To My Mom

Roses are red
Violets are blue
A final tribute
Especially for you
A love of a mother
Will never die
I'll never forget you
I cannot lieYou were known as being gentle
But at times could be stern
After a few pats on my bottom
I finally did learn
I'm the person I am
Because of you
Your spirit lives in me
And shows in what I do
Your smile lit up
As bright as the sun
You were strong and gentle
Both witty and fun
Many will miss you
Now that you're gone
You'll never be forgotten
Your memory will live on
Many will shed a tear
And feel my sorrow
Today's thoughts and prayers
Will get me through tomorrow
With love,Your daughter

Teman

teman,dalam perjalanan yang singkat ini..
sebuah goresan madu ada di hatiku
membuat aku bangun dari ketidaksadaranku..
teman, aku nggak pernah jadi yang kau harapkan..
temanku, dalam kekalutanku ada cahaya
yang lebih kecil daripada lilin,
atau bahkan kunang2 sekalipun..
tapi aku cukup merasa hangat di dalam sinarnya..
itulah sinarmu

ada derita yang dalam
dan itulah awal dari pertemuan kita..
ada sekelumit kisah haru dalam waktuku, waktumu,waktu kita semua
tak bisakah kamu merasakan bahwa aku berusaha menjamah hatimu??
meski sering aku terhempas oleh egoku sendiri..
aku nggak ngerti, kenapa lubang yang ada di dada begitu dalam..
padahal satu tahun kalian melubanginya..
lubang yang dalam dan putih..
Tuhanku tahu apa yang ada dihatiku..
yang tidak kalian ketahui..
tapi aku yakin kau merasakannya..
air mataku tidak mengalir meski jantung berdegup sesak
membawa sebutir mutiara yang ada digenggamku dan akan kutelan
agar abadi

I LOVE YOU

I thought you felt the same way

When we held each other

I prayed you would stay

I loved the way you looked at me

I guess it just wasn't meant to be

I thought you loved me undesirably

Didn't you know you were my everything

You were all I thought about

In my mind there was no doubt

Now I see your not in love

It wasn't something from above

You're with her now and you're happy

I'm the one who's mopey and sappy

That's ok though because if I had to pick the one to suffer

I'm glad it was me

I love you more than ever

My love for you will never go away

But to tell you that I would never say

It's so hard to let you go

But it's now time to move on slow

So this is my goodbye

My darling, my love, my only one flore

This is the last time I will cry